i am so lazy
SO LAZY. i see all these pretty pictures of places i want to go and things that i want to do and get real sad that i'm at home sitting on a couch getting fat. it's so depressing! i have no money. zippo. spent all my christmas money already, not that it was that much, just barely enough to live on for 2 weeks. which basically, i think, i have done fantastically. stretched out my funds to last me about a month. a month of christmas-time!
anyways, my mom came home from the philippines today. picked her up at the airport and then exchanged christmas presents and went out for thai food. and we've already fought and she's been home for like 4 hours. and guess what about?! (coughcoughmoneycough). YAR!
so now i'm drugging myself with new music. i re-discovered epitonic.com it's so fucking awesome. search by genre then listen to some music, download or add it to blackbox it if you like, then click on a similar artist, and voila! you've started to create some unique chain of musicness. it's crazy. a lot of the bands on it are bands that i like, maybe have one or two of their CD's, but haven't bought any of their newer or older ones, and on epitonic they have songs from those albums. it's great. i love music.
i hate the feeling of being stuck somewhere, when all i want to be doing is exploring the world. sometimes i wonder what it would have been like to be born into a more outdoors-y family. go hiking and backpacking and real camping in all these beautiful places. cuz i've always wanted to.. just don't know quite how to get my foot in the door, so to say. granted i've been lucky and my mom has always sent me random places to travel outside the country, but never in the outdoors-y fashion. i want to go so many places! AGH! if i could, i would just give up everything right now and just travel. by myself. but! i know that would not be very smart. and it would go against anything that i've worked towards up until now. but seriously. who needs college? who needs all this junk! oh man. cuz honestly, it's just to be in the moneys. to have money money money. stupid money.
why does everything have to cost money? why do you have to pay for something that essentially is free? why does it have to cost money to see the world? the world is free! all the sights, all the beauty, you have to pay just to get there! people don't do the dirty work for free! why do you have to pay money for music? it's art! art should be free. it's not really anything material, besides the actual album and album art. it's sound! beautiful sound! why can't everything that's beautiful be free? sometimes i wish that there didn't have to be rules. set qualities that deem something "beautiful" for instance, that somehow the world would know what each person finds beautiful. pssht. FUNNY! i am funny. maybe i'll go now and become a dirty communist.
how come no one comments in here? you don't have to be a member or anything. alas. so many questions..
anyways, my mom came home from the philippines today. picked her up at the airport and then exchanged christmas presents and went out for thai food. and we've already fought and she's been home for like 4 hours. and guess what about?! (coughcoughmoneycough). YAR!
so now i'm drugging myself with new music. i re-discovered epitonic.com it's so fucking awesome. search by genre then listen to some music, download or add it to blackbox it if you like, then click on a similar artist, and voila! you've started to create some unique chain of musicness. it's crazy. a lot of the bands on it are bands that i like, maybe have one or two of their CD's, but haven't bought any of their newer or older ones, and on epitonic they have songs from those albums. it's great. i love music.
i hate the feeling of being stuck somewhere, when all i want to be doing is exploring the world. sometimes i wonder what it would have been like to be born into a more outdoors-y family. go hiking and backpacking and real camping in all these beautiful places. cuz i've always wanted to.. just don't know quite how to get my foot in the door, so to say. granted i've been lucky and my mom has always sent me random places to travel outside the country, but never in the outdoors-y fashion. i want to go so many places! AGH! if i could, i would just give up everything right now and just travel. by myself. but! i know that would not be very smart. and it would go against anything that i've worked towards up until now. but seriously. who needs college? who needs all this junk! oh man. cuz honestly, it's just to be in the moneys. to have money money money. stupid money.
why does everything have to cost money? why do you have to pay for something that essentially is free? why does it have to cost money to see the world? the world is free! all the sights, all the beauty, you have to pay just to get there! people don't do the dirty work for free! why do you have to pay money for music? it's art! art should be free. it's not really anything material, besides the actual album and album art. it's sound! beautiful sound! why can't everything that's beautiful be free? sometimes i wish that there didn't have to be rules. set qualities that deem something "beautiful" for instance, that somehow the world would know what each person finds beautiful. pssht. FUNNY! i am funny. maybe i'll go now and become a dirty communist.
how come no one comments in here? you don't have to be a member or anything. alas. so many questions..
posted by Sara at 11:37 PM
2 Comments:
i agree sara. our society is based on money and monatary value, its a shame. It is however what society has deemed the measuring point of success, whether good or bad. take it easy. peace girl
JP
Kool music site link...
I understand your plight on wanting to see the world, but take it from somebody who has lived a little bit of everywhere... it's the people that make the place. Once you find a place where you fit, hold onto it. I wish you the best of luck :)
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