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bring back mutha fuckin HFS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy birthday to me!

aw! i'm so happy right now! (and awake). awake? gabs gave me a birthday call at like 9a which was ok since i have to be awake anyway since to read a book and write a paper for writing tomorrow (extreme suckitude). but yeah! i have to say birthday phone calls are almost as good as if not better than drunk dials. sooo happy. last night i got a call from some hardcore kids i met on facebook--seriously the nicest message ever! i have to credit the many wonders of facebook.. making birthdays happy again! haha. i felt so loved last night w/ all the flint 4A crew. i have to admit i was gettin' a lil bit of cabin fever being on the mount all day yesterday and i was gettin' all depressed but then they turned it all around! whoo! yay for massive amounts of cookies and a milkshake! i'm really excited to wear the kickass scarf christa crocheted for me, it's all happy cuz its hot pink, yellow and black square-y thingies (so awesome) and plus! it's so great cuz i love knitting scarves to give people and now i can finally say it's great receiving a hand-knit/crocheted scarf. it's completing the cycle.. i'm gonna keep knitting scarves cuz the whole cycleness is awesome. haha, wow that made no sense. aw, i love 4A-ers!
anyways. this whole weekend was definitely REALLY REALLY REALLY fun. even though before i was a little bummed cuz gabs and tine and zak couldn't make it up for the weekend, it's ok cuz it ended up being an awesome time. plus chris had some of his friends from home to make up for it :-P
thursday, went to see a movie + a short by the supposed "canadian david lynch." it was really stoney, or perhaps trippy, but nonetheless craaaazy. and then had a lovely experience in chris' room involving some meditational herbs.. (salvia). nothing really happened to me, it just felt like i was in a bubble and the walls of the bubble had images of everyone staring at me and they were palpitating in and out of focus and my arms were chopped up into tons of little arms that i couldn't move, but christa! and natalie! man were they funny. so yeah that was that night.
friday i don't have class (since my schedule fuckin' rocks my pants off) and so pretty much that day was spend lazing around.. went down to marshall street to price my tattoo at halo amongst other things and then came back up to the mount for some more craziness. ended up going out and drunkenly dancing the night away. i have a new found love for the song "sandstorm" haha. i mean it's always been a good song.. then it's in DDR (best game ever) and then it brings back memories of tremblant and all the random british dudes, and just all in all good memories! moira and i had a blast making sandwiches and wearing sunglasses, i must say the most fun ever doing those two things... good night.
saturday was round 2 of goodness. got my tattoo at halo by dj. it's a stylized infinity symbol that's all colorful-y and actually also looks like it could be an "S" which is ok since my name is sara. for some reason it hurt a lot more than my other 2 and bled a whole whole lot. and now it's just kinda gunky. i love it though. and i really like halo. so later we went out and had some more flint 4A lovin'. i had a lot of fun. talked to a shitload of random people. it was really fun times. el presidente and all..
which brings us back around to sunday and then today! i am very happy right now, so yay! but alas, mary of magdala awaits. karen king is trying to seduce me into reading her VERY VERY interesting academic "novel" (which actually reads more like a super-absorbing, engaging, amazing textbook) and i really want to read it right now.

...................not! haha i think i will go drip my sarcasm somewhere else. toodles for now!

such christmas card weather (that's ro, me, and christa)

syracuse, home

the drive from VA to syracuse is so beautiful..
and the past few days have been absolutely amazing..
the drive was consummation of a beautiful three days.

like a climactic extension of every peaceful day i've awoken this week.
AGH! head automatica = sooo good.

i don't want to forget this feeling.

a list of wishes

less than 12 days left, and you still haven't thought of something to give sara for her birthday?

- a digital camera
- a new swatch watch
- adobe photoshop/illustrator
- a new snowboarding jacket
- a membership to hostelling international-usa (www.hiayh.org)
- a plane ticket to italy
- bamboo knitting needles
- 311 day dvd
- lime green & turquoise checkerboard slides (size 7 men's, 9 women's)

pssht! well i guess it doesn't hurt to wish..

the mondays

um, so saturday when i worked 12 hours i worked with this hot guy at fox mill who asked me if i was working on sunday, so i thought maybe he'd come visit, but he didn't. sigh. so yesterday was kind of poopy, hence the poopy whining. and today! today.. i went to liberty to go snowboarding and the conditions were kind of sucky. actually, they were really sucky. all the snow they had made was melting away, so everything was really wet and slippery. the snow (if you could call it that) piled up on my board and every time i tried to scoot along my foot would sink into it. man, i miss real snow! i guess that's the good thing about syracuse snow. at least it's real. ha. anyways. i had fun anyway. didn't stay the whole 4 hours, but got some good runs in. yippity yay. finally named my ipod "beluga blueballs." still haven't figured out its gender yet, though. my wireless mouse's name is bill, so he's obviously a guy. beluga could either be a guy or a girl. he/she is blue, but pretty blue! so i dunno. it's up in the air. hm, what else.. nothing. a new issue of "bust" came in the mail! and i rented 2 more movies, oh man. shh don't tell anyone sara marie is a big fat loser!!!!!!!

p.s. please be my friend

i sulk a lot

no one ever calls me to hang out.
when i call my best friends they like to ditch me for boys.
i don't have a boy.

dude, this sucks.

newton's laws

an object at rest tends to stay at rest. an object in motion tends to stay in motion. trying to stay moving..

what day is it?

all the days are meshing together! all i did yesterday was watch tv, sleep, and eat. i didn't even party that hard on new years. i was just schleeeeepy. man. i never thought i'd say this, but i can honestly say i am happy and excited to be going to work in an hour. something to do, finally.

yesterday i was so inspired after watching globetrekker that i had the urge to travel again. it's been an incessant urge lately, especially since travelling seems so appealing at the moment when all i do is watch tv all day and go out at night, rinse, repeat. YUCK! i feel like such a lazy blob of crap. i need to go out and travel. the world is going crazy. two of the places i've always wanted to explore, thailand and india, already have parts underwater, gone forever. when i look at the before and after pictures i get so sad. all those people gone. then it makes me wonder what other places are lost underwater forever. gah. then the earthquakes.. in the philippines (!) it's fucking crazy. makes me want to get out and explore before there's nothing left to explore.

new year's resolution: SAVE YOUR FRIGGIN' MONEY SARA MARIE. (and stop eating junk).