now that i have nothing to do after work..

i can sit at home and watch SITCOMS!!!


You're Donna!

and i must admit that i've discovered the genius that is "that 70's show." sooo funny. i never got it until now. i was such a naieve 12 year old! or however old i was when that show came out.

in addition

i have to say one of my favoritest words is "glad." it can be used in such contexts as, "it's RAD to be GLAD!" or "don't get mad, get GLAD!" what are your favoritest words?

so fresh and so clean!

amazing how clean you feel when you take a shower and don't go directly to the 'fucks to just get dirty again. wow, that sounded really dirty. but that's what ray calls the 'bucks (the 'fucks, get it, get it?) so yeah.
kind of siked (more like REALLY siked) for tomorrow ...................sushi buffet!!!!!! fat feast round #2. mmmm
a commercial for "the 4400" on usa has the mars volta in it. i deem that show automatically cool now. i love the mars volta.
i hope my steviecheese can come visit soon :-\ a steve, steve, and sidney party is in order. sometimes i make myself sick (not literally) when i say the phrase "my boyfriend" more than once in a day b/c it makes me feel like a total douchebag. "like, my boyfriend this, my boyfriend that, oh did i mention my boyfriend?!" but it's kind of hard when he's 400 miles away and no one here actually knows who he is, besides my mom, and i don't speak to her very often. oh well, now it's my turn to BE that girl! muwahahaha..

summer?

blaahh. i'm so jealous of people w/ money. i haven't been this broke in awhile. if i had money i'd be so out of here right now. everyone's going to all of these exciting places. and what am i doing? working my butt off all summer. hopefully it will be enough so that i can still go to school, much less do something that i really want to do. i want to go to exciting places! i feel like miss rebecca sharp, or should i say mrs. crawley, in vanity fair right now. "i enjoy seeing new places!"

just got back from a thoroughly good time

drove all the way to DC in rush hour traffic, got stuck in an intersection, got kinda lost, but met up w/ sean mcginny and keren o'brien murphy at last! snagged a couple beers then walked over to the theater in union station and saw star wars, (everything makes sense now!) and then walked back in the pouring pouring rain. didn't get to steal a rose though. i wanted one! so many pretty roses on 4th street. so much fun! i love sean and murphy, so funny. and murphy's office is such a hippie office. great.
it was so happy when sean called yesterday and said he was in town! gaby and i were in the middle of the golf course underneath a huge weaping willow tree at the time. and there was a little paranoia going on, since suspicious activities weren't going on AT ALL cough, so i had to whisper and it was just funny-ness. that night too! thoroughly good time. random, very random. did all the things we were afraid to do on school property and then some. pyramid band concert, rocked my pants off. really random. followed by more randomness. as much as i complain about it sometimes, i love reston. it's great.

boooooooo

so my new ATM card was terminated. apparently when i got cash on sunday, i left it in the machine and it sucked it back up and then the bank got it and cut it up. i am dumb! i just realized it today too when i tried to buy eye liner at CVS during my break. at least no one stole my card though! i was very worried. not that they would have been able to buy very much, since i am so rich. so that sucked! i went home to get checks so i could buy the photos i dropped off.
also apparently, my phone has had a little run in with some water. how? i do not know. but hence the reason for the really sucky service lately. i haven't been able to make a phone call without it disconnecting since i got home. stupid phone. and i can't get a new one until september. stupid verizon.
also today, after work when i walked over to CVS to pick up my photos, some kid stopped me and was like "hey would you buy me a pack of cigarettes?" and i kept walking and then he goes, "please, i'll let you keep the change?" and me, being the greedy bastard i am, give him a second look and i realize it was this kid that i think was in my math class junior year that pretty much was a lame-o, if he came to class he sat in the back sleeping b/c he was so high. i forget his name, but he looked like shit. real skinny, dirty, sickly looking. i was like, "what, you don't have an ID?" and he said, "no, i..." and kind of stopped mid-sentence b/c i guess he realized that i knew who he was and that he looked like shit, but was desperate. so i said ok, and got him some parliament menthol lights, like he asked. i didn't have the heart to keep the change, so i gave it back to him, even though i don't think he really needed it. he seemed to be doing fine money-wise, since i saw him whip out a $50 when he took the $5 outta his pocket. doing fine aside from the whole looking homeless thing. it was really sad. drugs make people sad.
then i got sad and hoped my friends don't get that desperate, ever. drugs, bad! drugs, be responsible if you do them! i'm all for altered consciousness, but don't turn into a desperate loser who loiters outside CVS begging passers-by to buy you cigarettes b/c for some reason you don't have your ID.
man.

i just wanna tie a lil' ribbon onto daryl palumbo and take him home w/ me

soooo happy right now. just got back from the ottobar in baltimore. cippy and i totally rocked out to head automatica. amazingly rockin' dance happy time. at first, we turned the corner after parking the car and there was this huge line. so we're wait wait waiting and then we almost get to the door when one of the bouncer guys yells out, "everyone who doesn't already have a ticket, the show is sold out!" and i am currently kicking myself in the ass b/c i knew, just KNEW that it would freakishly sell out and that we shoulda bought tickets online ahead of time. so christine and i are tres bummed, then we walk around to the front where these other girls are chillen by the door, trying to bribe rob the redheaded bouncer. and then we come along, prepared to do whatever it takes to see head automatica, after both of us previously missing them play, and offer money or boobs. luckily he finally accepted the money and snuck us in for $20 each. so finally we're in, and it's a good deal. tickets would have been $12, or if we got 'em online a little more, so it wasn't too bad. stood around and listened to emmanuel play, then head automatica! so amazing! daryl is so cute and tiny! such a good voice, and stage presence. they were all so cute, all of 'em in suits. so then afterwards we both got posters and i got a cool shirt and we went outside to try and stalk their bus. and sure enough! first out comes craig and "jarvis" and we chat it up (craig was very nice by the way!) and get them to sign our posters. it was funny, the posters we got are all hand screen-printed so they're all different and he was like "hey, i made those! here, i'll even number them for you" so yes, very awesome. then daryl appears out of nowhere and i just kinda like gasp and then he totally caught me and looked over and i had a huge grin and then he signed our posters too and chatted it up. yay! what a nice band. kudos to corrupted ottobar bouncers. yay.

the living room is empty

and i miss steve

pay day is today!!!!!!

so today (/yesterday, thursday), i did a lot of lazy-ing and driving around. woke up around 12, putzed around for awhile, didn't feel like being useful, and then finally decide to shower and go to work to talk to sky. so i'm finally all dressed and stuff and i get to starbucks and i look around for sky's car cuz for some reason i just knew this would be the one day that she doesn't stay late and she wouldn't be there. cor-rect! yup, not there. so i hang out for awhile, pretty much ending up spending a lot of my day there. put up a note in the back, if anyone wants me to pick up their shifts, and kevin gives me his! so i'm like sweet! tomorrow i can just come in and sky will be like sara?! what the hell! and i can just get my schedule figured out then and get me back in the system. i'm excited to find out what my wages will be with my added raises, now that i'm back to higher-paying virginia. andddddd as sad as it sounds, i am really excited to work tomorrow!! wheee! yay! (sad, i know i am). but! i think i'm gonna start work soon at the american tap room as a server. the guy's supposed to call me soon about when i can come in and train. so hopefully i can make bank this summer. i've changed the plans in my head, so that instead of saving up to go to italy this summer, i'll save up even more money to go to denmark, the netherlands, and germany during winter vacation. spend christmas there. that would be amazing. gaby says she's in, and if we work work work and save save save, it can be done. oh baby, it can be done. !!! it'll be amazing. i really want to go to copenhagen. and amsterdam. and maya's in berlin. so that is sweet. i mean come on, denmark, the home of the little mermaid! all the art (and design!) for real. i'm excited. of course there will be the spontaneous road trips and camping this summer, but it will all be in the name of this winter break. that is priority #1. so i guess i really am in reston again. not leaving starbucks. spending way too much time at macaroni grill, and i DON'T WORK THERE. it's kinda funny. on some of the applications i filled out today, "what other prior experience you might have," ohhhh.. "i have experience doing my friend's side tasks after closing.." i love gaby and i's super spot. ring ring! "hey where are you?" "oh we're chillin' at the bus station.." oh good old reston, and your bus stations/depot things. crazy. crazy utopia! sike. ok i think i should go to bed now. i am way too articulate for being in this state. or what state! articulate?!

hi

so yeah, i am currently really wide awake! and in reston. i slept all day today, er, yesterday. i swear driving long distances really kicks me in the butt. even though essentially tuesday i was sitting on that thing, my butt, for 6-7ish hours straight. i think i woke up at around 7ish in the pm (with this whole staying light out until really late business, it gets my internal clock all fucked up) and finally unloaded the car of all my crap. i did wake up for breakfast at noonish however, i decided that was too early to be awake and went back to bed. i do miss my bed on flint 4 fuckin A, i must say! and the big shower with excellent water pressure. and do i have to say it MY FLINT 4 FUCKIN A SLUTBAGS!! oh, how sad it is!! i think it was the postpartum depression settling in today, me sleeping so much, since i obviously was pregnant with flint 4A. yup, that must be it. woe begone! i miss everyone.