i want a vacation!

sometime's you just gotta drive
Originally uploaded by limegreeen9.

i decided that since i bought me a digital camera, and that's what i was gonna wish for christmas, that instead, i will wish for a vacation! drove to winchester today for no reason other than to get the fuck away! amazing how much driving fast with the windows down blasting music in the country can make you feel better. cars are very dangerous if you think about it. think about how many upset people get on the road and drive recklessly to let off some steam and feel better. yikes.

okay

yeah yeah, i said boo hoo and cried myself a river. i don't have the balls to kill my phone. alas.

poop

blaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh. well don't i feel like a total moron. who am i kidding, why do i even bother getting ready to do anything? i don't ever do anything. i work, and on my day off i want to do something fun. something not workish. look nice! not wear black for once. but no. nothing ever works out as planned. or as i had hoped. it's like all the fun things happen on nights when i have to get up for work at 4:30am. and on the nights where i don't have to get up, nothing happens. no one answers their phone. no one calls me. who am i? do i mean anything to anybody? NO. BLAH! i am so frustrated right now. i wish i could just work all the time so i wouldn't have time to feel frustrated. this really sucks. it really sucks when your boyfriend lives 400 miles away and you're used to seeing him everyday. then you don't see him for a month, and it really sucks, but you finally get used to the suckitude and then he comes to visit! so then you get used to the happiness and seeing him everyday and then he leaves again. back to being sucky. but it's even more sucky this time b/c the visit made everything even better than it was before, so it hurts that much more when he's gone! and then what are you left with? people who don't give a shit about you! blahhhhh whoooo caressssss............... it's all dumb shit anyway. why can't we all just be friends! and do the kinds of things friends do! like, hang out! an essential tool for hanging out is the telephone! the very same tool i want to smash into the ground right now! b/c as much as i hate it and as much as i really don't like talking on it, i like it when people call me! it makes me feel special. god i really want to smash my phone into the ground right now. it's a piece of shit anyway. uuuugh. so annoyed. i feel like crap. what happened to the old sara? the old sara used to feel pretty and happy more often. i don't think she's been here for awhile. maybe this sara needs to disappear for a little while, for the old sara to resurface. yup, smash the phone into the ground it is. i can disappear and let off a little steam at the same time.

breathing is nice

aren't we cute?
Originally uploaded by limegreeen9.

dear god! please let me breathe through my nose again and let it stop dripping! i only brought 3 tissues into the theater, and boy did i use them until they were all balled up and nasty! (batman begins=soo good, for shizzy). anyways.....

someone bought herself a digital camera.. and now boy am i gonna use it! my tita minda gave me $200 to go towards it randomly, so i splurged a little and got the kodak easyshare z740. only cuz what i REALLY want happens to cost $999. sliiiightly over-budget. but it's a pretty sweet camera! it's real fast and has 10x zoom! no really, it's sweet.

perfect for taking pictures of last week! steve came to visit, and i honestly had so much fun. distance really makes the heart grow fonder! anyways, we had our share of lazy days, went to baltimore to see a show w/ gabs and sidney, did touristy things in DC, had lunch w/ my mom at the world bank, went to ocean city and had a crab feast!, and spent waaay too much money. twas a good time. :-) yay.

eeiieee!

i just checked the 10-day forecast and it says it's pretty much gonna be scattered T-storms for the next week basically! that makes me especially sad since steve is coming to visit today! he's gonna get here and it's gonna be all poopy weather. but that i guess doesn't matter cuz i'm just extremely excited to see him. hence the eeeiiieee! anything to make time pass.
anyways, lately i've been doing a whole lot of same ol' same ol'. been doin' good getting my ass off the couch though! i don't think i've watched our TV for over a week! i have however, watched two movies. finally went out for my first run, which ended up being more of a walk b/c i realized how horribly out of shape i am, and kind of decided to make a really big circle. wiehle to fairway to north shore to all the way across wiehle and back home. yup, big circle. anddd i've started to get more aquainted w/ my skateboard.. which is fun. luckily reston has a bunch of parking lots. muwahahaha.
my room is finally clean! i have officially unpacked everything!!!!! whooo! too bad i'm gonna have to pack it all back up again in a month or two. ohh wellll, such is life. anddd that annoying indian man neighbor of mine who used to fucking knock on my wall/ring my doorbell at 8 at night telling me to turn my not loud music down b/c he was trying to sleep MOVED OUT! i mean really, who goes to bed at 8pm?! my new neighbor is now some young guy who looks cool. i really should start befriending my neighbors. i don't know what happened to all my old neighbors, but now they all seem pretty cool and young. paaarty!